So, a friend told me that I was whining too much.
This is when you know you have great friends. They're not afraid to tell you what you're doing wrong.
The mural will be fantastic, I just have super-anxiety about some things, like putting stuff on for permanent display... I also am sick of school. Who's with me?
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photo courtesy Gabi Pearce |
BUT, good news... GOOD NEWS! We've got not one, but two kilns up and running (it only took about 4 months to get back on track). This means that we've got the first load of tiles into the kiln RIGHT NOW, as I type! Not only that, but we have the backing up, and some of the most fantastic boxes have gotten done. I'm talking collaboratives with wheel throwers, a figurative sculpture leaning against the curve of the "S", ears laying in symmetry (just ears, nothing else). My kids are fantastic. I just don't give them enough credit. I do love them so (most days).
I had the students do a writing to tell me from their perspective what it was like to be part of something so big, something so collaborative. One of my students with pervasive, debilitating, life-altering disabilities wrote, "Art makes me special. It makes me forget my autism and makes me feel normal." GASP! This is when I go, "Alrighty Robin, chill out." The beauty of art is that it's therapy, creativity, expression, design, craft, environmental, mood-altering, and basically any other adjective or noun you can summon. Art is so vast and expansive that it effects everyone from all walks of life, whether you're a viewer or a maker. Good, or bad, ugly or beautiful, art makes you feel emotions, and that's the whole point. We're here to give a bit of escapism to someone's day, even if it's for the few seconds that you walk by the mural to look at it. Once I read those few sentences, I was brought back to my roots. Art makes me special. It makes me forget my cares and makes me feel normal.